There’s a misconception about Narcissists. They don’t love themselves as most people think. It’s the opposite, in fact. Their inner worlds are a desolate landscape, a place without light or hope. However, they have a deeper problem to solve. How do they cure themselves if they don’t know they’re a narcissist?

Am I…

A Narcissist.

A Murderer.

Or Both.

Kieran Harrison's life is outwardly perfect. When he meets the charismatic and beautiful Serena, he believes he's met his perfect mate, unawares of the narcissism embedded in their relationship. One toxic encounter after another, slowly hooks him, bound by the sexual energy it creates.

Kieran is charged with her murder and his life is put on hold. Ordered into therapy by the court, defended by a barrister he doesn't respect, and abandoned by everyone except his father, the dark edges of his personality threaten to eat him alive.

In confronting the lies that surrounded his relationship three questions haunt him as his court date looms. Is he a narcissist, a murderer, or both? The answer threatens to tear him apart as he realises nobody's who they seem in this tale of deceit around a woman he believed he loved.

​​​Am I... Is a modern-day thriller that will have you sitting on the edge of your seat until the last page.

What Others Are Saying!

  • This is a deeply thought out and well understood and researched piece about narcissism, cloaked in a criminal court case of the narrator. It demonstrates how narcissism is passed through generations and how scapegoating and gaslighting work to destroy people. It finally gives hope that survivors of a narcissistic relationship can learn from it and move on to have successful lives.

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  • Am I...a Killer. This book kept you guessing right till the end and I absolutely loved it, I hope you like it too!

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  • The storyline in Am I.... is superb and quite original.

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